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Tag: Loneliness
Insecure
I’m insecure. I’m sure you can see. Or maybe not. Because, well, You’re blind to What you don’t Want to see. I’m like that guy. The one no one likes.Lectio custodiant
Past to Present
I walked on, unable to help, knowing that fire in childhood clenched deep in my pockets all the way home. Every step I took, my hands curled more. ShouldLectio custodiant
Doubt
Breathe in breathe out through lungs of doubt that feed on red from all about. Demanding to feel the ruby touch of anything around seeming as such. Starved of connectionLectio custodiant
Damaged
I know I had fallen and I could see it and He could see it. I had been clean for months, and yet now, of all times, I went backLectio custodiant
Drowning
When you love someone, you let a lot of things slide. Things like not confirming plans until last minute, just to get out of it. Or them ignoring your textsLectio custodiant
My Drug
She was my drug. I am lost without her. I don’t need alcohol or drugs like others. I just need her. But I can’t have her because I’ll fall backLectio custodiant
Beauty? Love? Loneliness?
I was asked what beauty is and my first response scared me. All I said was looking pretty Looking like other people’s standards. All I said was how you seeLectio custodiant